God only knows why he
allows things to happen. Its been my personal experience that
everything that has
happened to me till now has surely molded me to be the Christian women
I was meant to be.
However, God's work in my life is not done. I am a work in progress.
"A Christian
under reconstruction"
I personally know how
deeply frustrated one can feel. To the extent to curse the very word,
"Cancer"
I lost my dear mother
to the disease, my daughter is a survivor as is my brother. We need to realize
,although repulsive and offensive as this word is, In grace we need to
understand
that through the worst
times in our lives is when God was speaking the loudest.
Lets join together as
one and find the lesson that otherwise some of us wouldn't learn if not by the
sharpness of God's
dicipline. Everything God does is perfect.
If we had a choice
would we choose "Cancer"? Absollultely not!!!!
My heart still hurts
from seeing my mom suffer!! My heart aches to know my daughter is still
fighting and
strugglling through
her recovery. My dear brother is still enduring the aftermath of his
chemo!!! So
"no"!! I will never choose "Cancer"!!! But I will bend my
knees in obedience to God's
will in my life and
that of those I love.
To my beautiful people in
my life. please, lets be vigilent in prayers as we all continue to bare witness
to
what this disease can
do. Lets be the models our children need to see. So then they can carry the
hope into the future.
With all my love.